Monday 11 June 2012

2shin ff

lol idunno.. this was on my AFF acc.. for all you 2shin shippers <3 i'm so bad with paragraphing >O<

The normal procedure of taking the bus to the hospital somehow felt different that day. Dongho's footseps got softer. He felt that something was wrong.. Something doesnt feel right.. with a heavy anxious heart, he dialed Soohyun's phone.
"Sorry~ This number is unavailable now. Please try again later. Thank you."
Dongho became restless... he wanted to reach there. fast. It was still a long trip and he doesnt have enough for a cab ride. He just had to wait. Tears rolled down his cheek. "Soohyun hyung.. wait for me....."
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2 more stops.
1 more stop.
DING.
Dongho rushed to Soohyun's ward, scared. He missed him so much. The dotors passed him uncertain stares as he rushed passed them. When he got to the entrance of the ward, the door was lock. "oh no...oh no..oh no... SOOHYUN HYUNG! SOOHYUN HYUNG!! YAAAA! HYUNG!!!" he screamed as he started banging the doors.. he heard soohyun's painful moan.. Dongho didnt know what happen. "HYUNG?? HYUNG IM HERE!!" he shouted as he lead his tears flow down .. "Dongho..." he heard Soohyun called out. Just then, a few doctors and nursed rushed to Dongho and tried to calm him down. "Nurse!! What happen to my Soohyun hyung? Doctor!!! TELL ME PLEASE!!" he cried. They only looked at him with sad faces.

"How do i tell you this?" Nurse Haejin said as she caressed Dongho's arm. "Please nurse...i'm begging you." Dongho said in between tears. Nurse Haejin looked down.. she looked up to face Dongho's scared face. "Dongho... what i am gonna tell you is not good. Dongho..." "Nae?" Nurse Haejin took a deep breath."Shin Soohyun.... he's not going to make it dear.. "
"Huh?" Dongho didn't understand. "Soohyun-ssi ... he's .. dying.."

Dongho was shocked.. "I..I...I .. " just then, the doors to the ward opend. Soohyun's personal doctor appeared with a sad look. "Dongho... we tried our best... i'm so sorry..." he stuttered.
Dongho just stared at him in disbelievment... "But you promised." .. "I'm so sorry.. the cancer can't be helped.. Soohyun wants to see you now.."

Dongho stood up slowly. His legs felt like jelly. He walked past the doctor and silently cursed under his breath.. As he entered the ward, he saw his hyung sprawled on the bed with wires attaching to his body and all. "Hyung..?" Dongho sqeaked. Soohyun looked towards Dongho and smiled.. "you came?" Dongho just stared .." I..i..i ..." he stuttered as tear started forming again. "HYUNG!!!!!" he cried as he rushed to Soohyun and gave him a tight hug... "Is it true? Hyung.. is it true? Please say that its not true.. hyung!!!" he said as he burried his head in Soohyun's neck.. Soohyun sighed. "Donghoya... i'm so sorry.. i'm really sorry." "no hyung .. i'm sorry... don't leave me!! HYUNG PLEASE DONT!!!!" Dongho cried harder. Soohyun lifted Dongho's head, making him look at him. "Listen," he started as he tried to hold back his tears.. "I'll never leave you Dongho... i'll always be here.. in your heart.. " "HYUNG!!!" Soohyun put his finger on Dongho's plum lips. He brought Dongho's head closser to his and kissed him tenderly.

Dongho trembled under his touch and more tears were let out as they kissed. Soohyun pulled back and hugged Dongho tightly .. "Listen carefully... under my bed.. there's a small diary. I want you to have it. Everything you want to know is there okay? Dongho... promise me you'll take care of yourself .. and don't you dare forget me okay? If you feel all is lost, just think about me ara? I'll always be there for you... I'll never leave you Donggie... Remember this very important thing i'm going to say. I have never change my feelings towards you Shin Dongho. I love you very much. I love you more than my own life. I would risk anything just to make you happy. I love you forever. I will never stop loving you, Shin Dongho. Remember that ..okay?" Soohyun said as he smiled. Dongho replied a soft "nae". "Dongho... take good care of yourself." Dongho nodded as he hugged his hyung ... "Dongho?" .. "I love you hyung.. i love you very fucking much. I always had. Its nice to hear that you love me too~" "Dongho?"

"Nae hyung? Is there something you need?" "I just need you here... by my side right now.. " "Dongho?~" Soohyun asked the last time, his voice getting weaker and paler. "Nae?" Dongho replied in between tears.. He knows that Soohyun is leaving. "Saranghae." Soohyun smiled. "Nado saranghae, hyung~" Dongho replied with a sad smile. After hearing that, Soohyun slowly closed his eyes. His hand caressing Dongho's cheek. Dongho held the hand. The monitor started to beep.

Dongho looked at it.
There was a straight line. "HYUNG? HYUNG!!! HYUNG!! DONT GO!! I STILL NEED YOU HYUNG!!" Dongho shouted to the now lifeless Soohyun. The doctors and nursed rushed in and escorted the rebellious Dongho out. "hyung..." dongho whispered softly..
The nurse contacted the other U-KISS members. Kevin fainted when he heard the new. Eli was shocked but he felt pity for Dongho. Kibum and Xander rushed to Korea together. AJ just kept quite but he was depressed inside, to loose a brother. Hoon just kept on crying. Kiseop cried too but he cried more for poor maknae. When the group finally came together for the first time in 3 years after their disbandment they finally felt the real family in u-kiss.. the members comforted Dongho for days. Yes they were depressed about loosing Soohyun but they will do anything to make the person Soohyun loves happy. Soohyun made them promise that. Always protect Dongho. Always be there for Dongho.

Dongho didnt attend Soohyun's funeral because he was to depressed. "YA SHIN DONGHO. WE ARE ALL DEPRESSED AS WELL. YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE OKAY? AND YOU STILL DONT WANT TO ATTEND HIS FUNERAL. I WILL NOT PUT UP WITH YOUR SHITTY BEHAVIOUR. SOOHYUN WILL BE DISSAPOINTED IN YOU, DONGHO" Kibum kept complaining, trying to convince the maknae to at least bid a final farewell. The younger did not buldge. He looked up to his fumming hyung and shouted back, "ALL THIS WHILE , WHEN SOOHYUN HYUNG WAS SUFFERING. WHO WAS THE ONE WHO WAS THERE FOR HIM? ALWAYS BY HIS SIDE? ME. NOT YOU ME. SO JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE GOD DAMN IT!". Kibum was shocked with the maknae's behavior but gave in after being calmed down by AJ and Xander.

So on that day, Dongho curled into a ball in his room, reading Soohyun's diary page by page, tears cascading down his red cheeks. Soohyun wrote down all the things he couldnt manage to say to Dongho. The younger understand because there were things he wasn't able to say to his hyung too. After that day, life was normal for the other u-kiss members ... but they cant forget about their beloved leader, Shin Soohyun. Dongho continued his studies after he was promised by Kevin and Eli that they will support him. But everyday, Dongho will sneakily go to Soohyun's grave and bring him flowers, photos... he event slept next to his gravestone. He will always say outloud, "Hyung... i miss you so much... why did you leave me Soohyunnie hyung? Hyung.. please comeback." As he drifted off to sleep next to the grave. As months passed, Dongho's result got worse. Kevin and Eli were worried about their dongsaeng. Dongho seemed that he had not forgotten about Soohyun yet. After much nagging from the couple, Dongho still wont change.

This continued for 2 years until Soohyun's 2nd anniversary. The 7 u-kiss member excluding dongho did visited the grave. When asked by Xander where is Dongho, Kevin only replied that he felt sick and didn't want to tag along. But Kevin knew that Dongho will be visiting. He knew him too well.
As expected, Dongho went out to his hyung's grave when the sun was setting. He kneeled down to the grave and put some flowers, red roses, soohyun's favourite, a framed picture of them and a heart shaped card with Dongho's letter that resembles their eternal love. "Hyung... how are you? You must be in heaven right now because there is no way that you are going to hell. Hyung i missed you alot!! I want you to comeback hyung. I can't live without you here by my side. Its just so hard. Hyung i love you so much. Why must you leave? Out of all the people..why you hyung?" Dongho cried and passed out next to the grave.

Dongho woke up after feeling a tap on his shoulder. He opened his eyes and was shock to find Soohyun staring at him. Dongho just stared in awe at his beautiful hyung. He can't believe it~ Wasn't Soohyun dead? Is this a dream? "You know Dongho... i don't think sleeping next to a grave is comfortable." Soohyun said. No way. Dongho heard a familiar voice. Soohyun's voice. Maybe it was the wind? But Soohyun was just infront of him. "I-i-i'm dreaming" Dongho mumbled. Soohyun stepped closer. Dongho started trembling. "W-who are you?" he asked. Soohyun was shocked at the maknae's words. "DONGHO? I'M SOOHYUN!!" he replied still shocked. "No way.... you left me..this is just a dream!~" Dongho snapped as tears fell from his puffy cheeks. "Baby, I didn't leave you," Soohyun smiled. "I never did~" "YES YOU D-" Dongho was cut off as he felt a pair of lips on his own. It was so familiar... as if it was real. "Hyung.. but...how?" Soohyun smiled and caressed Dongho's cheek. "Dongho, it pains me to see you comming here everytime .. in so much hurt.. i'm really sorry.. but please baby, you got to stop. Its okay chagiyaa... i'll always be with you. I'm always with you~ Please Dongho... focus on your studies. Kevin and Eli are really worried about you. I heard Kevin voicing out his worries that day. You're hurting them Dongho.. it hurts me too~"
"But hyung... nothing has been the same without you! I MISS YOU HYUNG!" Dongho cried as he hugged Soohyun. It somehow felt.. cold.. "Dongho, everything is still the same. Its just that.. i'm not here, you see~ Dongho please, i don't want to see you like this. I miss you too~" Soohyun replied, cupping Dongho's face in his hands. Soohyun suddenly tensed up. "Dongho..." "Ok hyung .. if thats what you want~ I'll try! I miss you hyung.." "I miss you too my baby~ I gotta go~"
"HYUNG WHERE ARE YOU GOING?" Dongho cried as he tried to grab Soohyun's wrist. It was hopeless. His hands just when past through it~ Soohyun leaned down to kiss Dongho the last time. "Saranghae Dongho-ya!! " Soohyun screamed as he ran off, making a heart shape with his arms. "Nado saranghae~" Dongho replied. He lost his hyung. Again.

Dongho closed his eyes. Hoped it was a dream. When he opened them, Soohyun was not there. "i knew it..." Dongho said as he sobbed. Dongho got up, ready to leave when he felt something in his pocket. He dug into it and took the thing out.. it looked like a ring.. After closer observations.. it turned out to be a pendant. It said '2Shin' and there was a tiny heart at the side. Dongho smiled. It wasn't a dream after all. He looked up towards the setting sun. "Saranghae hyung. I will always love you"

Little did he know, Soohyun had always been watching him. Hearing him. Somewhere far from this world, Soohyun was smiling. A tear slid down his cheek. "I love you too Dongho~"

Friday 8 June 2012

Facts About Shin Soohyun ^^

  • Well... he's was born in March 11, 1989
  • His favorite color is red
  • Forme Battle member Shin Ki Hyun is his cousin..
  • He was a trainee in JYP and Good/Happy Entertainment?
  • His dad passed away when he was in 2nd Grade.
  • After his father passed away his family went through difficult times; leading to starvation in the household
  • His one and only dream is to be a singer ^^
  • Was a part of ‘A Chorus Line’ musical; however, he chose to withdraw and focus on group activities, album preparations, and U-Kiss’s Asia tour
  • King of Fanservice :)
  • Was paired with Kibum in Chef’s Kiss before pairing with Eli for the rest of the episodes
  • His ideal celebrity type is Lee Min Jung and Krystal
  • He says fans look the prettiest when they behave well (dude then i must be gorgeous)
  • He feels the most confident when singing on stage.
  • His hands tremble when he’s nervous and giggles too.
  • He does not use speed dial cuz he thinks its a waste of electricity xD
  • Love to show off his amazing sexxxy body.
  • Has been told he looks like Boom & Jung Hyung Don & K.WILL
  • His hobbies are soccer,playing the piano, sleeping, exercising, singing, watching dramas (at night.. oh..AND PORN xD
  • Soohyun is the exercise maniac in U-KISS. look at the body dayummm
  • He takes really good care of his voice and does this by vocal practicing two hours a day~
  • He doesn’t like it when girls spend money when they are on a date. Soohyun pays for EVERYTHING. Wow. let me marry you
  • With Kibum, they are known as the “Jumpy Brothers” because they are excited and hyper majority of the time
  • Loves butt-slapping his members. Thats one of the reasons ppl call him gay.
  • Loves acting like a monster. He once acted as a monster before, and Kibum got scared for real.
  • Soohyun was quite a class clown even as a young boy.
  • Likes it when girls say that he has a nice body
  • He sings wherever he is, even when he is taking a shower.
  • Soo Hyun loves to eat Pizza and Kimchi.
  • He is called ‘greedy’ by his members because he loves buying foods all to himself. LOL SAME HERE :D
  • Soohyun likes to go abroad so he can eat a lot of unusual food (u-kiss in japan interview)
  • Soohyun told the members not to do something embarrassing, but at the end he always joins that thing. Dafug? LOL
  • His songs for his audition are I Believe I Can Fly and Because Of You (Ne-Yo).
  • Soohyun is the most talkative. Actually i thought it was Kevin xD
  • Whenever the members buy food in the stores, Soohyun is the one who buys most food, only for HIM.
  • He’s good friends with Doo Joon of BEAST/B2ST, Leetuek from SuJu, Jokwon (2AM),  Ki Kwang (Beast) and Jay Park.
  • Soohyun is very well-organized with his stuffs. As well as Kiseop.
  • He does poppin’ in his sleep.
  • Loves and craves food.
  • Soohyun likes loves to try other member’s food.
  • He loves gags. pshhhh
  • Soohyun usually visit the gym and does 3 set exercises in the morning. wow.
  • He can’t play billiard well.
  • Soohyun’s ideal type: simple, sweet and loving, friendly, can understand him all the time and always being there for him. *RAISES HAND* MEEEE!!
  • Soohyun’s first love is in the first year of Middle School.
  • He is a very protective guy. If he has a girlfriend, he’ll protect her all the time.
  • Soohyun is also fairly close friends with Heechul, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk, Siwon and Donghae of Super Junior.
  • He likes to poke fun at the others, but in a very nice way.
  • He spent about 3 years as a trainee.
  • According to Kevin and Ki Bum, Soo Hyun is great at adapting with the new thing.
  • He and Kevin once said they were polar opposites.
  • Soohyun used to introduce himself as the “Power Vocal” before he became leader.
  • He uses Paul Mitchell Water Spray as his hairspray.
  • He has a Calvin Klein bag he got from a noona fan.
  • He received a comic book about U-Kiss’s daily life from a Japanese fan and he treasures it dearly.
  • He always brings Lozenges around with him, to make sure he keeps his throat in good condition for his singing.
  • He also brings spare boxers in his bag wherever he goes, just in case.
  • Soohyun has a Gucci wallet that he bought himself.
  • Soohyun likes to poke fun at the others, but in a very nice way.
  • He said that Dongho’s changed a lot since becoming popular.
  • Soohyun once said that his friend DooJoon (from Beast) looked down on him now. I hope he was joking. >:(
  • Soohyun uses an iPhone.
  • If Soohyun can be another member for a day, he’d want to be Kibum, because Soohyun thinks that Kibum is handsome, knows Japanese and is popular in Japan. (from Paran/U-Kiss fanmeeting 2010 press conference)
  • Hoon mentioned in a magazine interview that Soohyun is good at handling situations (TV Guide JP)
  • Soohyun wants to give happiness to the person he loves and wants to make lots of memories with her (Potato Mag)
  • Soohyun studies Japanese and take naps when he has a day-off (in Japan) (K-Boy Paradise)
  • Soohyun wants to visit Okinawa (k-boy paradise)
  • Soohyun was shocked by how enthusiastic their Japanese fans are when U-Kiss first started living in Japan
  • A Japanese celebrity Soohyun likes is EXILE
  • Summer reminds Soohyun of his family
  • Soohyun is recently addicted to ‘One Piece’, EXILE’s songs and training (exercising)
  • Soohyun once received pajamas with a pattern of 100 pandas on it as fangift
  • Soohyun doesn’t like anything about his face (Junior Mag May) baby i love everything bout you :'(
  • When Soohyun sings, he automatically gets emotional, that is why he has cried on the stage a few times. (Inkigayo Mag May 2011)
  • Soohyun said that music is like family to him; if he was not able to sing, he thinks that he’d die. (Inkigayo Mag)
  • If U-Kiss was to receive first place, Soohyun would just cry and not be able to speak (Inkigayo Mag)
  • Soohyun thinks his charm is his leadership skills (Inkigayo Mag)
  • Soohyun thinks that he came out the coolest/most handsome in the rooftop scene for the 0330 MV (MiBSJ)
  • Soohyun likes girls that are innocent, someone that’s fun when you’re next to her. (Inkigayo Mag)
  • If Soohyun was a girl, he would date Hoon, because Hoon has a soft image and can sing. He also has nice body and is really nice. Hoon is also mature and respectful to others. MOTHER FUCKER I SHIP 2SHIN!!! ><
  • If Soohyun was a girl, the member he doesn’t want to date is AJ, because he feels that AJ is the type that is only good to his girl, that he will be too nice to the girl. (Inkigayo Mag)
  • The members voted Soohyun as being most “KKap” (being energetic/spazzy/annoying)
  • (cr to fuckyeahukiss for the last few facts ^^)

    Te Amo ♡

    Kyaaaaa!!! My fave song in the Special to KissMe album!!~~~~
    i'm like so addicted. its on repeat for like 3 days now ><
    and the lyrics.. GAWD <3
    i really love the spanish-club beat.. it just keeps me energetic ^^
    once again, U-KISS did a great awesome job :D
    so i decided to post the lyrics. :)
    and please remember to support them by buying their albums .. and purchase it on itunes ^^

    In Romanji:

    What do you think that we think is cool (2x)
    Drop the beat, UKISS!
    I want U-kiss

    Amor love tonight amor love tonight

    Neon neomu igijeo-giya modeun yeojaye jeo-giya oh~
    Te amo, te amo, te amo

    Neon neomu chimyeongjeo-giya modeun namja-ga jeo-giya oh~
    Te amo, te amo, te amo

    Amudo moreuge nae-ge marhaejwo
    Amudo moreuge nae mameul badajwo
    Amudo moreuge nae-ge soksakyeojwo
    Amor love tonight amor love tonight

    Amudo moreuge neoye pum aneseo
    Amudo moreuge hamkke ha-go shipeo
    Amudo moreuge neol kajko shipda-go
    Amor love tonight amor love tonight

    Neon neomu charitcharishae neoye geu iptu-reul wonhae oh~
    Tu beso, tu beso, tu beso

    Nareul bul taoreuge hae ojing neol kanjeorhi wonhae oh~
    Te amo, te amo, te amo
    [Rap]
    Keurae neoye mommae-ye neukdae-ga moyeo modu mongmae
    Da neokshi na-ga nae-ga bwahdo chom hae
    Ni kot-dae-neun nopkenopke olla-gagi man hae
    Keu nu-gudo sondo mot-dae chyeoda bojido mothae
    Modu do do do do han ni taedoe twiinggyeona
    Do do do do do-rabeoril jido molla
    Nae-ge-neun twiinggijima

    Amudo moreuge nae-ge marhaejwo
    Amudo moreuge nae mameul badajwo
    Amudo moreuge nae-ge soksakyeojwo
    Amor love tonight amor love tonight

    Amudo moreuge neoye pum aneseo
    Amudo moreuge hamkke ha-go shipeo
    Amudo moreuge neol kajko shipda-go
    Amor love tonight amor love tonight

    Amor love amor love tonight
    Amor love amor love tonight

    Amudo moreuge nae-ge marhaejwo
    Amudo moreuge nae mameul badajwo
    Amudo moreuge nae-ge soksakyeojwo
    Amor love tonight amor love tonight

    Amudo moreuge neoye pum aneseo
    Amudo moreuge hamkke ha-go shipeo
    Amudo moreuge neol kajko shipda-go
    Amor love tonight amor love tonight

    In English ^^ :

    What do you think that we think is cool (2x)
    Drop the beat, UKISS!
    I want U-kiss
    Amor love tonight Amor love tonight
    You’re so selfish, you’re the enemy of all girls
    Te amo, Te amo, Te amo

    You’re so striking, all the men are my enemies oh
    Te amo, Te amo, Te amo

    Without anyone knowing, tell me
    Without anyone knowing, accept my heart
    Without anyone knowing, whisper to me
    Amor love tonight Amor love tonight
    Without anyone knowing, in your arms
    Without anyone knowing, I want to be with you
    Without anyone knowing, I want you
    Amor love tonight Amor love tonight
    You’re so electrifying, I want your lips oh
    Tu beso, Tu beso, Tu beso
    You burn me up, I only and desperately want you oh
    Tu beso, Tu beso, Tu beso

    Yes, all the wolves gather around your body and hang their heads
    Everyone loses their minds, even I can see it
    Your nose is high, high bridged
    No one can even touch you, can’t even look at you
    Everyone is bounced away by your cold charm
    I might go crazy, don’t play hard to get with me

    Without anyone knowing, tell me
    Without anyone knowing, accept my heart
    Without anyone knowing, whisper to me
    Amor love tonight Amor love tonight
    Without anyone knowing, in your arms
    Without anyone knowing, I want to be with you
    Without anyone knowing, I want you
    Amor love tonight Amor love tonight

    Amor love Amor love tonight
    Amor love Amor love tonight

    Without anyone knowing, tell me
    Without anyone knowing, accept my heart
    Without anyone knowing, whisper to me
    Amor love tonight Amor love tonight
    Without anyone knowing, in your arms
    Without anyone knowing, I want to be with you
    Without anyone knowing, I want you
    Amor love tonight Amor love tonight

    Thursday 7 June 2012

    Kalaulh tuhan izinkan aq rogol lelaki korea.. Jadilah aq ni hah xD
    Aduhaiiiii minda kuning aq ni >·<
    Dhlh.. Aq mau tido.. Wasalamualaiikum.




    Tuan hamba, patik xlh tido lah.
    Aduhaii ni zaman mana ni xD
    Aq nak tido pun xlh. NI SMUA PSL SHIN SOOHYUN. lelaki yg paling sempurna dlm hidup aq ♡ tgk dyer buka baju nmpk 6 pack dyer fuyyyyoooo dahsyat betul oi.
    You. Me. Bed. NOW.
    Klah. Aq nk tido ngan imaginary Soohyun aq ni wakaka ㅋㅋㅋ

    ok... entertain yourself with these smexxy pics below ^^
    Asalamualaiikum. Aq ni dh on Kevin punye love train aduhai :,) aigooo.. Terlalu tertarik dgn laki ni lh. Wakakakaka. . Cam nk bunuh aq dgn joget sexy2 dyer tu hai. Sudahlah. Terase cam lihat porn aje xD
    Dyer tu hah, dgn Captain 'E' .. Jadinya porn wahahaha..




    yes, E fo Eli

    -ElVin Shipper <3
    Aq xleh tido oi. Dgr2 lah u-kiss aq ni hah xD yaaallah hansemnye Soohyun and AJ aq ni hah ♡ alahai. Ni kehidupan seorang peminat korea lh ni xD dhlh2 aq mau dgr 4Minute pulaaa ☆